I don't know what will happened after my death.............
I have a lot of friends but honestly, none of them was the true one. I am lonely.
I am in touch with some of them while none had been capable of satisfying me
I know ,I know because I miss my Allah
Because I been away from Allah
Why I’ve not touched my God?
Why I’ve missed all of my senses (sight, taste, hear, touch, and smell)?
Why does Allah leaving me?
I might have sins, thus this had happened
What sin? I don’t know
Will I know which one was the reason for being neglected?!
Almighty Allah! Please don’t let my hands be free
Great Allah I am begging you. Please help me.
I am alone.
You are the only one I can talk to. Nobody would understand me, if you don’t accept me as your life-long slave. What am I doing??!!
I know as the soul getting near to God its unrest would be minimized, since the centre; the nearest point in the circle has been subject to the least motion. But my soul rests far away from God.
Seems that I don’t have the art of life for which I didn’t get messages from each and every occurrence, whether great or small.
How comes when I never knew the God, thought as long as I am unable to know myself?
I will find out sooner or later, if I seek the God. why not now? {Better not to write the latter while has no connection as well as correlation with the former.}
I know God only accepts those prayers which whispering from a thankful heart, but I wasn’t a thankful one.
I pray that God's on my side; I must pray that I'm on his side.
May God rip off all those of me that have been stolen me from him!
Often God wants to give me a visit. Most of the time, I am not at home.
If God afflicts me with evil, none will remove the pain but Him only;
I know that he is the only omnipotent.
The time of departure has just arrived. We are continuing our ways, I to die and you to live. Which one is better? Only merciful God knows.
I don’t cleanse my heart then come to God; I want to arrive to God’s first for him to cleanse my heart.
I know God is in my heart, yet hesitate and search for him in the wilderness.
I missed my God and I don’t receive anything from him in my heart. I searched my heart and place of Allah is empty. what had happened why my heart feels gloomy.